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♥ Thursday, April 27, 2006
1:21 AM

heyys... finally.. time to update. been pretty busy recently.. yeah... so anw.. im doinf history hw now... quite difficult... hmm... yeah...
oh and me and christine have been doing this acapella thing. u know... harmonizing? yuh.. our 'catch your wave' is pretty good. come up to us if u wanna hear. haha.

so... these are the top songs that calm/cool me down.
(not in order)
1. The Click Five-- Time Machine
2. LMNT-- Open Your Eyes to Love
3. Avril Lavigne-- Things I'll Never Say
4. Jay Chou-- Qi Li Xiang
5. Ryan Cabrera-- Photo
5. Jay Chou-- Ai Wo Bie Zou
6. Lifehouse-- Blind
7. LMNT-- Hey Juliet
8. All American Rejects-- Swing Swing
9. Westlife-- Amazing
10. Backstreet Boys-- I Still

♥ Monday, April 24, 2006
3:18 AM

IM ALLOWED TO LEARN BASS!!! YAYEE!!

♥ Friday, April 21, 2006
9:36 PM

Name 10 bands/singers
1. Eminem
2. Craig David
3. Lifehouse
4. The Click Five
5. Black Eyed Peas
6. Good Charlotte
7. Yellowcard
8. Fort Minor
9. Pussycat Dolls
10. Jay Chou
1. What was the first song you ever heard by 6? hmm... forgot? predictable .. i think :P
2. What is your favourite album of 8?... they've only got one album. the rising tied..
3. What is your favourite lyric that 5 has sung? uh... dont have one.... and that's not the lyric. that's just me answering your qsn... ... nvm..
4.How many times have you seen 4 live? once!! hollaback crew finals. whoot! they were SO good!
5. What is your favourite song of 7? Only One
6. What is a good memory you have considering the music of 10? umm.. im not quite sure what that means...
7. Is there a song of 3 that makes you sad? yuh.. blind
8. What is your favourite lyric that 2 has sung? it's so unbeleievable to finally be in love. somewhere i never thought i'd be.
9. What is your favourite song by 9? Beep
10. How did you get in to 3? after listening to you and me and blind
11. What was the first song you heard by 1? Mockingbird i think
12. What is your favourite song by 4? time machine
13. How many times have you seen 9 live? uhh.. none. hehe..
14. What is a good memory you have concerning 10? ***** :(
15. Is there a song of 8 that makes you sad? nop. their songs are all uptight and well... electrifying.. yea.. haah.
16. What is your favourite album of 5? you're really running out of questions to ask are you.. anw... it's elephunk
17. What is your favourite song of 1? without me or when im gone... or just lose it...
18. What is your favourite song of 10? lang man shou ji :(

♥ Thursday, April 20, 2006
5:46 AM

I think I need some time by myself
Without anybody else
I just need to unwind
In my time machine
I need to go far away
A few years back would be ok
I just need to unwind
In my time machine
By Myself
I don't need anybody else
I just need to unwind In my time machine
In my time machine
--time machine by the click five.
that's what i feel like now. everyone making my life worse by the minute. how inconsiderate. lol. i dont give a damn about what she says. im moving on. she's not gonna hold me down. nor will they. if you all still wanna keep immature complaining that i last heard in like... p2. then fine.. go ahead... i dont give a damn. just that complaining to people who dont care isn't too good for your health.

♥ Wednesday, April 19, 2006
5:24 AM

i love the click five!!! they sooo rawk!!! chelsea and esther, Eric Dill is MINE!!! oh.. and joey too. ahha. they both soo cute. hottest of the band... whoots! ok. soo.. a lot of things happened today. trying to sort them out. hmm... yea... esp in that hour... yuh... omg. urgh... how would HE know that i went ** *** ********* **** ****** **** ****** ??? i mean,... im sure he doesn't come to this blog... so... hu told him.. hmm... zeshan?.. nah.. can't be... i fully trust her... ahha. anw... me and zeshan have a new tactic in basketball.. and the ball goes in every single time!! hhaa... it's a secret .. hmmm... lemme clue u in. take ur anger out on the ball... yea... do that... it might just work ;)

ok... well.... this whoever... uh... lu chang guy or sth... says that.. what.. im famous in hci. wth wth. first of all... WHHYYY???? second of all... WHYYYY??? thirdly... HUUUUHH??? .. ok, this so sucks. ..

im not even gonna think abt it. urgh. kay.... i should really work on basketball more. practise shots. yes. hmm.. switching songs now...

haii... if that song keeps reminding me of you. why do i keep playing it? it makes me relive the painful moments i've beared... so... why? i mean... me saying that i like you was seriously a joke. but is it coming true again? i seriously hope not. i've got a phobia of rejection. dont do that. ah well.. he most slightly has another gf by now... urgh. i shouldn't care about him. but painfully... i do... :'[

i love this blog. it's full of privacy, hardly anyone comes here. :) i guess it's just you, me, and the world. face it. ((: now listening to another song. things i'll never say by avril lavigne. the song makes me happy :]

okay. back to frustration. had captain's ball today.. urgh. ****** blocked me like some hooligan. as if i were her enemy or sth.. and i know why. it's cos she likes the *** **** * **** *** **** ,... but nevermind. we beat them . good game anyway. hmm... personally... GR's team was the best we've been against. the defenders were good. good job GR. PE loves you!!! we are the best allies. ehhe. soo... yea.. tts it ferr now.. bye X)

♥ Saturday, April 15, 2006
6:31 AM

hihihihiii. just went for hollaback crew finals. whoot. soo happy. yea, okay bye

♥ Wednesday, April 12, 2006
5:50 AM

hi. im ,once again, depressed. didnt get tickets to hollaback crew finals T_T and the ppl hu were queueing behind me got it lah. wth. clarissa was also quite fed up. everyone was. couldn't they just giv it in order?omg. i wanna gooo!! :((((((

♥ Thursday, April 06, 2006
5:14 AM

hello. ok. im not as stressed now. hehe. anw.. i notice that mr teo likes to stare at ppl alot. like... during lessons. when he pauses. he'll sometimes just stare at me. then i'll stare back. then after a while. i'll start laughing. i dont know why. and sumhow. he thinks im the quiet kind. he never picks on me. even if im like... talking so much. and tt time when i was playing the "staring game" with nicola during geog.. he decided to question nicola on the lesson instead of me. hehe. i guess i look too innocent. ^^ wow. it does have it's advantages. and like... so far.. in the year.. he has never asked me to like... answer a question or sth. yarh... hmm.. the other day... mr teo was telling us about how he broke his arm. like.. he was trying to make it sound as gross as possible. making all the cracking sounds or whatever. hehe. but christine found it very funny. i was only squealing at the stitches part. X) u noe.. i made a new discovery... it's very easy picturing mr teo in the sc sch uniform with the home ec apron and scarf and whatever. lol. IM SERIOUS. okok. enuff abt him.
as i've mentioned in previous posts... there's gonna be a basketball team outing tomorrow. yeaa... hmmm... kayy.. zeshan is calling me evil for no apparent reason. ah heck... she says that everyday. it's her forte.
okay. this world is small. too small. almost everyone knows everyone...yarh.. it's so amazing how like.. tt works out. it's so shocking it kills me.
ahw man... nevermind. im talking abt rubish again. and im slacking again. haii... post another time then.. bye..

♥ Monday, April 03, 2006
5:08 AM

what's the aim of living? is there even one? why is it that people fear death so much? is there a need to struggle to survive? to relive that moment of rejection, sadness, stress... perhaps... there are of course, times when we are happy, but that period never lasts forever. it will eventually fall into a moment of depression, sadness.
and why are there so much restrictions in life? what ever happened to- live life to the fullest? such rubish they speak. if that was true. i wouldn't even be typing this post in the first place.
my life is crashing down on me. it's all invisible. but i know. out there... something is wrong. people these days are so fake. i hate it. but. anyway... seriously... why do you think god even decided to make this earth/human thing? to what? make the africans starve? watch our loved ones die? bring about war ? have people suffer terrifying diseases?
but in the end... this could all just be a game. we could be victims of aliens playing their version of "Sims". hey. you may never know. ....
there are many questions in life. too many that not all can be answered. even questions that the smartest or the most knowledgable being in this universe could not answer.
what is this love people speak of? it's just as fake as any other thing. what is the aim in love? to what? have a partner who will keep you company for the rest of your life? does it even last for the whole life. there are often two parties. the male and the female. what if one suddenly changes their mind after a relationship? leaving the other heartbroken. there. another down side of living. yes. there is love that can last forever. but it can never be perfect. no one can love without worrying about whether there is a third party, or, perhaps, more? and there are always problems that you encounter during this so called love. some people love for the sake of loving. why is this so? that. i do not know. for i, am not fit for this topic. i myself, dont know how to love. rejection has overcome me. fear, exists.
and why is it, that we have education. often asking this to our parents, we get the same responses-- it is for the benefit of your future. - what future??? work? business? those, we do for money. so why do people say money is not important? does this mean education isn't important?
and there are no richer or smarter. those people are just born luckier than others.
lets think now... god put the very first few beings on earth with just nothing but natural resources. and now look what we have turned this place into. havock i tell you. this was never supposed to happen. people weren't meant to be materialistic, snobbish, whatever. we were all supposed to be living in a peaceful world.

mess.

i have come to a conclusion. do not fear death, for death... is good.

♥ Sunday, April 02, 2006
3:07 AM

okay. hey. im now posting. yes. im posting. hi. okay. so... everything is going haywire in my life. my stupid idiotic biased mother doesn't allow me to learn the bass. like. wtf. life is short. cant i learn while i still can? the answer? yes. and other things. everything's confusing. yeah. stupid guy is ignoring me.
not tt im sad or anything.
not that u even noe hu im talking abt...
ok. so anw.. sports day is tmrw. then after that... going to kbox with bball frens.. and also gonna buy stuff ferr the bball bonding outing thing. yeaa...

randomizer.

scgs got into the finals for hollaback crew! whoot! we beat rg!! yeaa! we rawk!!!

okay. i just settled my craving for hershey's cookies n cream chocolate. ^^ yumm...

but of course... being the nice sister i am... i shared it with my lil sis. =)

ok. went united square jus now. jus for lunch with whole fam... yeh...

so... i <33333 my handphone .. =) kk.. tts abt it 4 now.. byhe (: